"He lied to me a bit, about who was on what side. I figured it out, but...not fast enough. Really I think he was just relying on the loneliness. Everyone else hated me, except for someone he did control with psych surgery. It was just him. If I turned against him...I'd lose the only affection in the world."
Only I will never judge you. No one else will ever love you.
"Obviously it's not true. But it was very nearly true in that universe. And he did want to give me a life of infinite luxury and kinky sex, for the low price of letting him torture other people I didn't know on a galactic scale to fuel his power structures forever. That probably seemed like plenty of leverage to him."
"It's...stuff that most people don't think is hot, or even related to sex necessarily, but some people think is really hot. Usually a little more intense and elaborate. It's kind of a grab bag. Most people who like some kinky things don't like others."
"Yeah? But it's like. A sliding scale. And what's expected to be hot is different in different cultures. So - gloves are kinky, to me, but maybe not to someone from Earth. Humans don't normally have the possibility of having sex with tentacles, though, so it's like - kinky automatically, even if it's, uh, pretty common compared to some other kinks."
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He fidgets a little with his pant cuff.
"I didn't even have anything to doubt, at first. I just woke up on his station. I had about two and half memories and a name. He was the whole world."
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He listens to Jedao talk about his first moments, waking up. That, he gets.
"But he wanted you to think for him, no? So... he had to have leverage."
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Only I will never judge you. No one else will ever love you.
"Obviously it's not true. But it was very nearly true in that universe. And he did want to give me a life of infinite luxury and kinky sex, for the low price of letting him torture other people I didn't know on a galactic scale to fuel his power structures forever. That probably seemed like plenty of leverage to him."
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"...what's 'kinky' sex?"
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"It's...stuff that most people don't think is hot, or even related to sex necessarily, but some people think is really hot. Usually a little more intense and elaborate. It's kind of a grab bag. Most people who like some kinky things don't like others."
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"Huh." A pause. Well, he might as well ask since it seems like a simple enough thing for Jedao. "Are tentacles considered kinky?"
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Jedao has seen a non-zero amount of Space Hentai.
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That's a new one. Huh. He never would have thought it. He's learning so much today.
"It's the only way I've ever done it. Not that I've done it like this."