Astarion doesn't respond further, just spends the rest of the day in a
state of semi-distraction, paying insufficient attention to a book while
his mind wanders back to the flood and forward to the evening they've
arranged. He arrives at the Enclosure door a few minutes before their
appointed time, dressed simply but perfectly clean, neat and put-together.
He wants to be as far as he can get from the pathetic, shuffling creature
of the flood.
Jedao is in his black uniform with gold trim. He's convinced it not to show any of his medals, thank fuck, but it's easy to get on and off and it doesn't show stains no matter how much he bleeds under it.
He was tempted to bring knives, but that felt too much like a suggestion, literally putting them on the table. Instead, he's gone for things all in the same rough class as the whip, which he has again, in addition to a snappy bamboo cane and a short-tailed leather flogger with half a dozen tassels. The whip is back at his hip, the other two propped shamelessly over his shoulder. He hands over the little box of cards that is his item so that Astarion can design the room.
"Really? I'm feeling positively underdressed, darling," he murmurs, reaching out to run his fingertip along a gold line of thread. He smiles, takes the cards and turns to the Enclosure control panel.
"The same as last time, if you'd be so good? Including the sign on the door."
"Uniforms always seem fancy until you've actually been in the army and seen every jackass in your crew running around in the same one," Jedao laughs. The cloth of the uniform is has a silky-smooth feel from the nanite-based metamaterial.
"Anyway, I don't suppose it will last long." Jedao recreates the room from before, with the only tweak being a few water bottles on various tables. Which doesn't fit the aesthetic, but he doesn't care.
It's a sensible addition, though Astarion has no idea how hydrating any
water this place creates might actually be. Surely if this strange room
could create food and drink, they'd have no use for the kitchens.
"Oh, you think you'll be stripping off? Presumptuous," he teases. "I think
we talked about using the cuffs, this time. If that's something you'd
enjoy?"
Astarion plainly is teasing; that's easy enough to see, so Jedao doesn't flinch, even though it's tender spot. Easy enough to focus more pleasant things.
"It is something I enjoy. Very much, if you also enjoy having me in them."
He's not unaware of the double entendre, but he does pass it by with no particular emphasis.
Jedao puts the cane in his hand and then the flogger on the table, which is something in the vein of a very gentle hint, which Jedao assumes will be easy enough to pick up on if Astarion wants the guidance, and easy to ignore if he doesn't. Jedao hasn't brought anything he doesn't love, but the cane is a particular delight.
It's a mean, lovely thing, handmade out of whippy, well-treated bamboo and a sturdy leather-wrapped handle. He unhitches the bullwhip from his belt and sets its coils carefully beside the flogger as well.
"I like best when I get to stop thinking," Jedao admits. "Any one of these can get me there, so. You know, have fun with it."
He'd had half a mind to ask if they could swap, if he could be the one exposed and bound, but Jedao is making his own needs clear enough and he's not sure that such an exchange would grant him the catharsis he's looking for. This? This very well might. He weighs the cane in his hand, giving his forearm a couple of light taps to get a sense of it.
"Anything more to discuss? Any...further diversions from our first evening together?"
Jedao has learned to enjoy the other side of it more than he expected to, when he first started taking turns with Norton, but Astarion is right that it isn't what he needs right now. And with Astarion, he'd want to be very, very careful - careful requiring a degree of candor he isn't sure Astarion is ready for. But Astarion has surprised him before.
"Same rules about my neck and face. I don't have, like...human organs, so anywhere else is fine, but the nerve responses are the same on the surface."
Jedao is...98% sure Astarion can't give him kidney or liver damage when he doesn't have kidneys or a liver. And even if he can, it'll heal in a day.
"I still like hearing you, but it's okay if it isn't constant, it's just - nice. And, hm. The uniform doesn't show stains."
Astarion can make him bleed as much as he likes.
"But I know my blood is - odd, so. No need to feel obligated. You can probably go longest without bleeding me with the flogger, if that's a concern."
He leans back against the saltire, and instead of buttons, runs his fingers along nanite-controlled magnetic seems; the shimmery black fabric seems to part under his fingers like water; it falls to the floor in broad panels, fluttering faintly, until Jedao is bare to the waist.
"Shall I do the cuffs myself, or...?"
He can, after all; they both have a their own versions of telekinesis.
"I'd like to do it," he decides, moving closer to the saltire. "Just make
yourself comfortable in position, and I'll secure you. And I'm not in the
least bit concerned about the oddity of your blood."
He carefully skims a hand down his upper arm.
"...Do you want to bleed?"
There's a difference between 'it's fine if it happens' and 'I am actively
seeking this out'.
Jedao drapes himself against the smooth, sturdy wood of the cross, eyes. fluttering shut for a moment as he drinks in the soft touch, the careful question.
Not in the least bit concerned, Astarion said, he reminds himself.
"I do want it," he murmurs, eyes still closed. It's easier to admit that way. It's easier to admit a lot of things, that way. "I'd have brought knives if I wasn't worried about pushing you too far with how greedy I am. I'm very worried you'll do something you don't enjoy if I say I want it too loudly. I know you've already said you wouldn't. But that's the fear that lives in my heart, and it has a terrible tendency to come home."
He makes the truth of it, as much as he possibly can, his own preoccupation, his own vulnerability.
Astarion reaches up to secure the first padded cuff around his wrist, and
then sidesteps to deal with the other. He's careful about it, slipping a
fingertip under the leather each time to ensure there's enough room to stop
his hands going numb but not so much that he could slip free.
The talk of knives gets him a shaky little laugh.
"...You're going to be the death of me, darling. Putting such glittering
jewels on the table and saying you're afraid I might take them. Gods
below."
Something in him relaxes as soon as the cuffs are secure; it ripples through his whole back. He opens his eyes again, although Astarion moves in and out of his field of view. His voice is a soft, low murmur, almost as if he's speaking to the vaulted space instead of just Astarion.
"I am afraid of adding anything at all to your store of sorrows," Jedao says softly. "Of being endured or, or even - humored. I would like very much to know which of the glittering pieces of me are jewels, and which are jagged glass, before I go pushing any into your hands. So. That's why the table."
Astarion presses his chest to Jedao's back, resting his hands on his bare waist. Breathing his words against one ear.
"Speaking of what's in my hands, I wouldn't feel any particular need to tell you I have a dagger on my person right now if I didn't rather like the idea of using it."
"Nothing special," he chuckles, stroking a hand through Jedao's hair. "I
just happen to have a blade on me at all times. But, let's start with
the cane, shall we? We can check in on how hard you're thinking in a
while."
Jedao yelps at the bright trail of pain that scores across his back. Norton and Hakkai are cheekier and sneakier about it respectively, working up to the real thrashing more gradually, turning really mean in sudden and playful moments.
But Astarion just gives it to him, sharp and brutal, and right now that's everything he wants.
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Very positive.
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Eight, this evening? I'll meet you at the door.
Bring...whatever it is you'd like to bring, hm?
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Merely conceding the point that you are equipped and I am not, darling. I'll see you there.
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I'd take requests. I'm sure the Enclosure would too.
[But his puckish smile melts immediately into a sweeter one, bright and sincere and relieved and excited.]
I can't wait.
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Astarion doesn't respond further, just spends the rest of the day in a state of semi-distraction, paying insufficient attention to a book while his mind wanders back to the flood and forward to the evening they've arranged. He arrives at the Enclosure door a few minutes before their appointed time, dressed simply but perfectly clean, neat and put-together. He wants to be as far as he can get from the pathetic, shuffling creature of the flood.
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He was tempted to bring knives, but that felt too much like a suggestion, literally putting them on the table. Instead, he's gone for things all in the same rough class as the whip, which he has again, in addition to a snappy bamboo cane and a short-tailed leather flogger with half a dozen tassels. The whip is back at his hip, the other two propped shamelessly over his shoulder. He hands over the little box of cards that is his item so that Astarion can design the room.
"You look marvelous today."
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"Really? I'm feeling positively underdressed, darling," he murmurs, reaching out to run his fingertip along a gold line of thread. He smiles, takes the cards and turns to the Enclosure control panel.
"The same as last time, if you'd be so good? Including the sign on the door."
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"Anyway, I don't suppose it will last long." Jedao recreates the room from before, with the only tweak being a few water bottles on various tables. Which doesn't fit the aesthetic, but he doesn't care.
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It's a sensible addition, though Astarion has no idea how hydrating any water this place creates might actually be. Surely if this strange room could create food and drink, they'd have no use for the kitchens.
"Oh, you think you'll be stripping off? Presumptuous," he teases. "I think we talked about using the cuffs, this time. If that's something you'd enjoy?"
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"It is something I enjoy. Very much, if you also enjoy having me in them."
He's not unaware of the double entendre, but he does pass it by with no particular emphasis.
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"I would. Just as much as I'll enjoy watching you undress, in fact."
He reaches out with a beckoning hand for the new implements Jedao has brought along.
"Some favourites, you said?"
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It's a mean, lovely thing, handmade out of whippy, well-treated bamboo and a sturdy leather-wrapped handle. He unhitches the bullwhip from his belt and sets its coils carefully beside the flogger as well.
"I like best when I get to stop thinking," Jedao admits. "Any one of these can get me there, so. You know, have fun with it."
He allows himself to give Astarion a cheeky wink.
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"Oh, I will."
He'd had half a mind to ask if they could swap, if he could be the one exposed and bound, but Jedao is making his own needs clear enough and he's not sure that such an exchange would grant him the catharsis he's looking for. This? This very well might. He weighs the cane in his hand, giving his forearm a couple of light taps to get a sense of it.
"Anything more to discuss? Any...further diversions from our first evening together?"
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"Same rules about my neck and face. I don't have, like...human organs, so anywhere else is fine, but the nerve responses are the same on the surface."
Jedao is...98% sure Astarion can't give him kidney or liver damage when he doesn't have kidneys or a liver. And even if he can, it'll heal in a day.
"I still like hearing you, but it's okay if it isn't constant, it's just - nice. And, hm. The uniform doesn't show stains."
Astarion can make him bleed as much as he likes.
"But I know my blood is - odd, so. No need to feel obligated. You can probably go longest without bleeding me with the flogger, if that's a concern."
He leans back against the saltire, and instead of buttons, runs his fingers along nanite-controlled magnetic seems; the shimmery black fabric seems to part under his fingers like water; it falls to the floor in broad panels, fluttering faintly, until Jedao is bare to the waist.
"Shall I do the cuffs myself, or...?"
He can, after all; they both have a their own versions of telekinesis.
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"I'd like to do it," he decides, moving closer to the saltire. "Just make yourself comfortable in position, and I'll secure you. And I'm not in the least bit concerned about the oddity of your blood."
He carefully skims a hand down his upper arm.
"...Do you want to bleed?"
There's a difference between 'it's fine if it happens' and 'I am actively seeking this out'.
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Not in the least bit concerned, Astarion said, he reminds himself.
"I do want it," he murmurs, eyes still closed. It's easier to admit that way. It's easier to admit a lot of things, that way. "I'd have brought knives if I wasn't worried about pushing you too far with how greedy I am. I'm very worried you'll do something you don't enjoy if I say I want it too loudly. I know you've already said you wouldn't. But that's the fear that lives in my heart, and it has a terrible tendency to come home."
He makes the truth of it, as much as he possibly can, his own preoccupation, his own vulnerability.
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Astarion reaches up to secure the first padded cuff around his wrist, and then sidesteps to deal with the other. He's careful about it, slipping a fingertip under the leather each time to ensure there's enough room to stop his hands going numb but not so much that he could slip free.
The talk of knives gets him a shaky little laugh.
"...You're going to be the death of me, darling. Putting such glittering jewels on the table and saying you're afraid I might take them. Gods below."
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"I am afraid of adding anything at all to your store of sorrows," Jedao says softly. "Of being endured or, or even - humored. I would like very much to know which of the glittering pieces of me are jewels, and which are jagged glass, before I go pushing any into your hands. So. That's why the table."
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Astarion presses his chest to Jedao's back, resting his hands on his bare waist. Breathing his words against one ear.
"Speaking of what's in my hands, I wouldn't feel any particular need to tell you I have a dagger on my person right now if I didn't rather like the idea of using it."
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"And to think, you told me you weren't equipped to bring something," Jedao teases, voice warm and breathy.
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"Nothing special," he chuckles, stroking a hand through Jedao's hair. "I just happen to have a blade on me at all times. But, let's start with the cane, shall we? We can check in on how hard you're thinking in a while."
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"I feel spoiled already," Jedao murmurs, in assent.
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"How marvellously appropriate - so do I," Astarion murmurs, then takes a step away.
The first blow comes about three and a half breaths later, as hard as he can make it, right across the small of Jedao's back.
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But Astarion just gives it to him, sharp and brutal, and right now that's everything he wants.
"Fuck! Oh fuck, please yes -"
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