yes so obviously i'm not obsessively incapable of recruiting help
but if i HAD talked to other people beforehand im fairly sure we'd have all come to the logical conclusion that it made sense to at least try to disable it with the smallest possible disturbance before jumping to invasive surgery with far more moving parts and more potential points of failure
i did think about my options. and the risks, and the death toll
[He thought about them very quickly, but that's what he does, in a crisis. It's what Jedao One did, too, not that he's thinking about that.]
i wasnt reckless. i was just mistaken
and im sorry that hurt eiffel, and im sorry it hurt neal too.
[But you're wrong about me - no. A real apology doesn't end with 'but' anything.]
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but if i HAD talked to other people beforehand im fairly sure we'd have all come to the logical conclusion that it made sense to at least try to disable it with the smallest possible disturbance before jumping to invasive surgery with far more moving parts and more potential points of failure
i did think about my options. and the risks, and the death toll
[He thought about them very quickly, but that's what he does, in a crisis. It's what Jedao One did, too, not that he's thinking about that.]
i wasnt reckless. i was just mistaken
and im sorry that hurt eiffel, and im sorry it hurt neal too.
[But you're wrong about me - no. A real apology doesn't end with 'but' anything.]