You're steady. You aren't going to have a whole bunch of new feelings about my feelings, so...that's safer, you know? I can just have my feelings, and not worry about hiding them or protecting you or seeming like I have my shit together. You aren't trying to guess or pry into things. I can share or not share and you won't take it personally either way. I don't have be broken and worry about doing it right at the same time, because you just...take things as they are. It's really nice.
[Some people - maybe a lot of people - would like more sympathy when they're upset. But for Jedao, Shaw's low affect and blunt honesty are so fucking relaxing. There's nothing to guess or juggle.]
So. Thanks for coming by, is what I'm trying to say. You're a better friend than you get credit for.
[He says it softly, but firmly. Not that he really doubted it in the slightest, but it's still good to hear. Not just that Shaw is loved for who she is, but also Root tells her. He lets himself lean on her shoulder a little more, lets himself go quiet and still, lets the ache of the whole horrible few days echo around his ribs for a long, soft silence.]
Re: me fucking with the formatting, siiiiiigh
[Some people - maybe a lot of people - would like more sympathy when they're upset. But for Jedao, Shaw's low affect and blunt honesty are so fucking relaxing. There's nothing to guess or juggle.]
So. Thanks for coming by, is what I'm trying to say. You're a better friend than you get credit for.
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Root tells me that, too.
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[He says it softly, but firmly. Not that he really doubted it in the slightest, but it's still good to hear. Not just that Shaw is loved for who she is, but also Root tells her. He lets himself lean on her shoulder a little more, lets himself go quiet and still, lets the ache of the whole horrible few days echo around his ribs for a long, soft silence.]