"You can invite me now, too," he points out. "If your memories don't come back on their own in the next few days, I'll ask the Admiral for help restoring them. Has John told you anything about the Admiral?" Jedao glances between them.
Without a pause, John will slide a hand gently along her back to try and comfort her, feed reassurance and affection, warmth, to fill some of the emptiness. He can't fill it with memories, but he can give her this, at least. Something to sustain her.
"He's something like a god. But he can do many things that wouldn't be possible otherwise." A pause. "You don't have to be afraid of him."
He tears out the page he was working on, and flips it over for a clean side, abandoning the meditative meticulous circles for big sweeps of a rough sketch, Justine's face all in magenta, loose evocative lines, her hair jagging and frizzing into abstraction, a halo of wild possibility.
"He decides what is possible and what is impossible here, for the most part. Right now, there are...perturbations he has always claimed he does not control, and I personally believe him. When they pass, I think he should be able to make your restoration possible."
He tucks the pencil behind his ear, and reaches out to brush a few of her tears away.
"One thing I know about you, that I believe is still true, is that you have always loved new experiences. I know it must seem a long time. But what if we made a game of it, to try as many lovely things as we can, while they are still all new again?"
She reaches up to cover her face, letting him brush those tears, letting John soothe her with his touch.
She wants to sit here and despair. She wants to cry and cry and cry. She wants to - to learn more about art. Ad she wants to see new colors. She wants to try and read the poems in her notebooks.
"Alright," she finally decides, wiping her face and looking between the both of them.
Snacks are easy. He always keeps a certain amount of them on hand. His jacket provides a small tupperware with cookies as fresh as the day he made them. He'll hand that to Jedao. Then he'll kiss her hair as he slips away to stand. The violin comes to him just as easily.
And he will play a song of her, of the Justine he knows. Something beautiful and a little off course, something delicately rich and dizzyingly complex, filled with contradictions. Joyful minor keys and sorroful majors, sweeping in a dance.
A gift, for her. To hear herself in a way that she never would be able to otherwise.
He opens the box and shares the cookies. It's much harder to cry when you have a snack to eat. Jedao remembers that from another life, when he had a small child who needed to be comforted from scrapes and scares. He sits back and encourages Justine to cuddle against him so that they can both listen.
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She, too, wants to see Jedao's art, but she wants to see it in the context of what she knows about him.
Days without her memories.
She starts to cry.
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"He's something like a god. But he can do many things that wouldn't be possible otherwise." A pause. "You don't have to be afraid of him."
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"He decides what is possible and what is impossible here, for the most part. Right now, there are...perturbations he has always claimed he does not control, and I personally believe him. When they pass, I think he should be able to make your restoration possible."
He tucks the pencil behind his ear, and reaches out to brush a few of her tears away.
"One thing I know about you, that I believe is still true, is that you have always loved new experiences. I know it must seem a long time. But what if we made a game of it, to try as many lovely things as we can, while they are still all new again?"
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She wants to sit here and despair. She wants to cry and cry and cry. She wants to - to learn more about art. Ad she wants to see new colors. She wants to try and read the poems in her notebooks.
"Alright," she finally decides, wiping her face and looking between the both of them.
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"Would you like me to play some music for you?"
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He was so annoyed about it, until he could finally enjoy them for himself.
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Music. And snacks. They're such small things, but she wants to know them. Experience them all for the first time.
She brushes the rest of her tears away. "Alright," she says in a shaky voice. Shaky but brave. "I'd like music. And - snacks."
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And he will play a song of her, of the Justine he knows. Something beautiful and a little off course, something delicately rich and dizzyingly complex, filled with contradictions. Joyful minor keys and sorroful majors, sweeping in a dance.
A gift, for her. To hear herself in a way that she never would be able to otherwise.
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